Currently Closer to the Sun By Slightly Stoopid fat spliffs see related

irrelevence.

it's coming down. the sky is falling. it hits the windshield. What am I going to do? What are WE going to do? The silence is so thick I could cut it with a knife. The air is polluted with cigarette smoke. I take a drag and pass it to him. (We share everything.) I learned to love the sting in my throat years ago. I want to quit. Can't do that right now, maybe next week. I'm too stressed out. Always caught in the middle, just like he's caught in my heart strings. Which is fine by me.

Am I hungry or is that still the knot in my stomach? I've felt like shit all day long. Why so insecure? Darling you know. Darling you know me. He's talking like a crazy person. Baby you should know by now.

I know, I know. I love you too.

For So Long

I tried to stay

in between the lines of fear and time

but a greater force was taking hold of me

like nobody has ever fully understood

I'm crunching numbers and cracking my knuckles.....

But daydreaming under a clear sky

with a million stars

Like God pulled me up onto his lap and showed me true love

When he arranged a divine meeting

Of blue and hazel eyes

Who could tell right away

That they weren't hearing lies

From the whispers of angels

That guided them

into walking on the path that they now share

that they've been searching for

For so long.

Reminders

You remind me of the sea, for you run so very deep.You remind me of the stars and moon before I go to sleep. You remind me of the sun, because you shine so bright.You remind me of the wind, while you're holding me tight. You remind me of the birds, because they are so free.You remind me of the world, that's what you mean to me.

Currently Listening Kala Paper Planes see related

I'm constantly learning

But i'm a teenager that's what i'm supposed to do right?

It's really weird posting something on xanga right now because I haven't posted a paragraph about my life online in a while. Effing myspace. So i'm 18 in May, that's pretty soon. (Kinda?) I'm definitely excited about that. Then right after that I graduate. So I can't wait. At all. OH YEAH I was accepted to Kutztown University for the fall 2008 semester.  yup yup.

I don't understand how I could allow myself to get disrespected over and over and then be surprised when the 'relationship' finally ended. And I also don't understand why I didn't see it ending so abruptly. Actually, I did see it. I just ignored it.This is a good example of what i've learned lately. But i'm not going to dwell on that because it's a thing of the past and i'm looking to the future. The future looks bright...and I can see him in the distance.

"WHAT CAN I GET FOR TEN DOL-LA?"

"ANY-TING YOU WANT!"

Currently Listening El Mariel By Pitbull fuego see related

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